Not at all

I've learnt to not give way so easily,
I've learnt to not cry over r/s anymore,
I've learnt to not rely.
I've learnt to be strong.
I've learnt to love myself more than loving you.
That's my way of protecting myself,
from getting too hurt in the end(:
So what if I know this won't last?
It's not the first time I felt this way.
I'm sorry......