Tomorrow is Monday ^^ I've yet to read up on cmbio :( I shall do so before going to sleep(: Least I'm done with AAP incl the next 2 chapters as well(: Towning with Jol next week either wed or thurs :D yay! lovelove, I'm waiting for it. Damn NUH i takes them so damn fking long to transfer the 140 of moolah(s) _l_ Sigh, moolah(s) drop from the sky please, at least for now! :( hmpf! I've been thinking, thinking about what Kimmy told me. She said I tend to give up easily. I should do some reflections, I should give myself another chance. I should pick myself up from where I fell. I'll reflect. K, bye. I gotta revise cmbio now! :( Nights!



                                 




School>Home>Changi>Town>Home
That was my day in conclusion. Tired, happy, pissed off and sleepy! =/ Bahhhh, school-ed from 8to10. Bused home with Farah, slacked and trained to Airport. Took photos and bused to town around 5+. Walked around and waited for Kimmy and Andros. ST-ed for dinner(: Many familiar faces. Hahah, thanks for not letting us join the damn fking long queue! Millions of thanks! I think if we were to join the damn queue... Hahah, I'd have just finished the dinner like one hour ago. =.= lol. Total bill came up to $40+ after a 10% discount? hahah, love it! ^^ Pacific plaza to be exact to meet mum. =.= At first she said shaw house and made me go up and down to look for that pathetic salon! >< KNN! _l_ In the end, IT WAS AT PACIFIC PLAZA! YOU KNOW THE ONE OPP FAR EAST?! grrrhhh!! &fuck or what! Keep on rushing me to reach faster and end up! I've to wait for like almost an hour for her to finish her hair and then come home! If I were to leave with Kimmy and Andros, I think I'd be back home much earlier! :( Hmpf! Mummy said she will go shopping and ST with me (again) tmr. We shall see if that is true with all the progammes lined up tmr, I guess it's yet another scam! D: Fuck or what! T_T I said I wanna go for steamboat since school reopened she said ok!. In the end, I had it countless times with my friends none with her! I said wanna go shopping she said ok! In the end, I went countless times with my friend and yet again, NONE WITH HER. Lastly, I wanted to go ST ever since I quit, in the end I went twice with my friends and again N-O-N-E with her! :( should I be angry, happy or sad?! ><

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Maybe it's you who taught me to think twice before making any decisions. It's you who made that "get-abandoned-by-someone-close-to-you" feeling come back to me. That kind of feeling isn't good at all. It's also you who thaught me; if I can't accept the pain of falling outta love, I should choose not to fall in love. Such an easy concept, it took me so long to understand. =/ So, I'll still remain single and not be with anybody, for now(: To another him, I'm sorry ^^ It's better to remain as friends! I'll love you as much! hahah. It's true isn't it? Don't I love all my guy friends like Andros and rara as much?! ^^ Awwww~~~ On a side note, I've not told anybody about this matter yet =/ Kimmy.. Hush hush, don't kacau kacau uh! I feel that my previous posts were all so redundant! All revolving around school, thus I've deleted it ^^ K, bye. I'm off to do revision! :D



God wants me to know that; "every relationship rests on three legs: accepting, supporting and challenging. That's really it, isn't it? You want your relationships to be grounded on accepting each other as you are. On supporting each other through the inevitable ups and downs. On challenging each other to become more, to grow, to flourish. Which one of these is the more difficult one for you?"

Rain rain go away, come again another day. Little children wanna go out and _____ (fill in the blanks) ^^ haha, I learnt the last part from my littttttle and cute and noisy and irritating brother! hahah.. Today was a very un-dry day. blablabla. School, study, play, S&W, home. That's it. I guess my AAP is pfffffft.... You can kill me now:( I paid attention like I mean TOTAL attention in class today and tried my very best to understand the lecture. BUT jeng jeng jeng..... I couldn't understand a single thing:( Dr Ron FASTER COME AND SAVE ME. Oops, no. Should be US! zomg, EVEN THANDAR COULDN'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING! What's more when talking about ME =/ HAHAH! diediedie. I'm very worried that I'd fail modules like AAP and NSL! omfg! Ms Sukhdev, come back to us~~ D: NSL was like theory and theory and theory nothing else but theory! WTF, how are we supposed to practice on our practicals? :( Not like as if practical test is gonna be like, the teacher ask: "How should you measure how long to insert the tube?" Then you have to answer: "Measure from the ear to the tip of nose to the end of sternum" HAHA! cute eh! =.= bahhhhh..... Fuck it. I'm so 50% sure that i'm gonna fail.

Wiraaaaaaaaaaaaa.............................. me wanna mkn popeyes! ^^ yay!

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I must be dumb to cry over you again. idk why but it just flows down naturally whenever I see anything that could relate to you. weird, dumb, foolish me. hahah. scold me all you want. I'd feel happier that way =/ Why must life be full of dramas and lies? People, answer me :( I feel like going to school at 10am tmr! D: yay~ i'm gonan fail NSL! D: