When everything seems to be alright (only on the surface)

There’s always going to be that one guy. The one whom you fight with constantly and drives you completely insane. The one who knows just what to say to piss you off beyond reason one minute and then have you laughing hysterically the next. The one who knows you inside out and knows about your imperfections, but he doesn’t care because he loves you anyway. The one whom you can hang out with, doing nothing and still have a good time. The one whom you cry to after something bad happens. The one who’ll tell you everything will be okay and you know it will be because he said so.  Trust that he doesn't lie to you. Trust that he really likes you. Trust that he’ll always be there for you. Trust that he can go to a party and not get drunk and end up making out with someone else. Trust that you dont have to worry about him breaking up with you the second you wake up. Trust that he’ll stick up for you. Trust that he’ll never fall in love with another girl. Trust that he wont get sick of you.  And trust that he wants you like you want him

Nothing's getting better, I need a breather :( Didn't go seven today, tired and war at home. Not everybody will understand how it feels. To come home listening to quarrels, to reach home listening someone shouting to another. To talk normally to someone and ended up getting shouted at. Idk what made the sudden change when everything's going fine. It's been a really long time since this happened. Long ago, I was used to this kinda home, but now it seemed stranger to me. All I take is time, to get used to it again. If my family isn't complicated, it'd not be called "my family" (Y) I want this weekend to pass faster. You said you won't leave me, I'm sad now :( Faster text me! D: Bye, I'm really tired :( I miss you and I really do.