The journey towards the end of love.

It isn't easy for me to walk the streets alone:(

This goes out to someone that was once the most important person in my life. I didn’t realize it at that time, I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you. You’re the one that I like, the one that I need. The one that I gotta have just to succeed. When I first saw you, I knew it was real. I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel. But that wasn’t me; let me show you the way. I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today.

I remember when I first looked into your eyes, it was like God was there, heaven in the skies. I wore a disguise cause I didn’t want to get hurt. But I didn’t know I made everything worse. You told me you were crazy in love, but you didn’t care when push came to shove. If you loved me as much as you said you did, then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit. Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me.

I loved you with my heart.

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared. When I would run my fingers through your hair, late nights just holding me in your arms. I don’t know how you could do me so wrong. I really wanna show you I really need to hold you. And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart. I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you. You were my everything.

Now, you're gonna sit with your new girl and then sit and laugh as you’re holding her hand. The thought of that just shatters my heart. It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart. Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you. Without you, everything seems strange. Your name is forever planted in my brain.

Now I’m not even a thought in your mind.

I had a special feeling about you, I thought maybe you did too. Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there. I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care, now on the inside it feels like I’m dying. I just thought we were meant to be.

I guess now, we’ll never know.